Here. Now. RANT.

I was previously writing a blog about why I loved Great Falls.

Now I'm writing about why I DON'T.

First experience dating a local Montana boy: ended with him telling me I'm not attractive and non exciting. WOW. Is he blind? Has he not been awake during the time we have spent together? Now there is a lot that goes into the story, every one has their own side of it, but GOD DAMN, gimme a freakin' break here. I'm not being narcissitic, but I AM being realistic.

Next, the weather, the sun beats down hotter here than any summer in Salt Lake that I've ever lived through, which is 28 of them, thank you. I've had a sun burn on my right leg that caused my whole leg to swell up and hasn't faded for weeks now. I'm over it. Also, "summer", if it can be called such, lasts maaaaaaybe 2 months, maybe, then back to hell hath frozen over the rest of the year. This is coming from a girl who loves all things outdoors including hot, hot, HOT days of hiking to blizzard, white-out, tree run, snowboarding days. But I can't hang with this, I'm trying, but damn. Another part of this place that makes me crazy is the allergy season! I realize I was moving into the Golden Triangle, but I've never had a problem like this. Ziggy is feeling it too, his eyes are weepy, his ears are itchy and his skin and coat are dry and allergy meds aren't working. Arrrgh.

All I can appreciate here after 4 months are the thrift stores, the amazing clinic and people I work with and my Mom being close by.

My problem here could be that the greater problem is still sitting in Salt Lake, using me as stepping stone. What I thought could possibly happen, is happening. You didn't want me when I was there, now, here, a few hundred miles away and you want me. Here. Now. Come and get it. End rant.